Ok uploaded a good portion of my commission load today. Sorry for the spammage. Finally got the go ahead from my fiance's god-mom to use her scanner since mine is in storage. I have several other's I need to scan but she is using the her computer right now and I am on the laptop typing this. YAY lol aww well poooo lol

Ummmm I have a new job..I work at RITE AID. woo...cough..hoo? lol gah omg I am so tired. I have no idea why. Well yeah there you have it..there will be more picture spammage tonight. Thanks in advance for looking, faving, and or commenting or all three ^_^

o and dudes I have been plugging away at my website like a bunny having babies. True story. lol I will post a link later right now my pillow looks very inviting. ^_~

~Fae

*note if your commission isn't up yet..please don't get hysterical I still have about 6 more pictures to post either tonight or tomorrow!

So I told you all in my last journal that I got my job at Pizza Hut back? I have worked 3 days now and in today comes my boss's boss. He flat out tells her he doesn't want me there...said I did some shit..which he won't explain to me or even speak to me about. She is at a loss and so am I. They have a conference about it and I am asked to go home and wait til well..today ( it is now 1:38AM) to call back. Is it just me or is does it seem that once good things begin to happen to me..something comes along to shoot the shit down? There is a VERY real chance I will be let go. What the hell should I do now? Well obviously start looking for a job...but what should I do about them? Sho's godmother is telling me to call the labor board because you can't hire someone and then 3 days later decide to fire them. What do you guy's think I should do? I went by the book..I quit..I put in my 2 weeks..I dinna finish the last 2 scheduled days but I called and gave the reason as to why. Was told I was fine and blah blah blah. Hell I even spoke to her boss to turn over the store key (I am in management btw) when I quit and we were on good terms. I think some shit was said by her because she was mad I left. I really do..I really don't even know how to approach this. I am so stressed out right now, it's not even funny. WTH am I going to do?!?!?




Well I'll be colored green. lol I suggested a piece for a daily deviation for and I just got a note back from the admin that I submitted it to..he said the piece I wanted featured will be picked for today (Friday) If your interested in seeing the piece please follow this [link]

Hello my pretties ^_^ How is everyone doing? Good I hope. This journal is going to feature a few updates on current works...a massive gaming project and just some random crap. ^_^ Hope you enjoy.




C O M M I S S I O N S



I currently have 12 commissions that I am working on. Needless to say commissions are closed for me for right now til my work load lightens up a bit.


1 - Faerie with unicorns approximately 30% done.

Will have updated pictures soon, sorry but my main computer is in storage. Waiting for my stuff to be ripped from my hard drive to transfer to this computer so I can begin working again.

2 - Has commissioned a work of his OC , this one is approximately 15% done will have a posted update soon.

3 - Mermaid for a client that lives where I do. FINISHED *Will update when I can gain access to my computer.

4 - Butterflies for a client that lives where I do. Needs started.

5 - Dragon with blue overtures and silver highlights. This is a recommission and will be done traditionally. Again commissioned by a person who lives near me. Needs started.

6 Dolphin with a sunset background. Commissioned from the same person who asked for the butterflies. Rough sketch done..will post updates when I gain access to my computer.

7 Unicorn free to play with background only requirement is that the unicorn be similar to that of a palomino. Lines completed about 25% done with coloring...will update when I can access my computer


8 Frog with mushrooms. Completed will update when I can gain access to my computer.

9 A still life of some fruit for a woman's kitchen. Needs started.

10-12 Faeries a series .. green and purple, orange and reds, purples and black. Needs started.








A R T _______T R A D E S


I have two active art trades at this time

1 is doing a Greek goddess' trade with me. I am coloring her piece and she is coloring mine. ^_^ This one is not complete but is started and up in my gallery you can by clicking this [link]

2 I also have a trade with it's still being negotiated I believe. Haven't heard from him in a bit. Hoping things are all right with him.

*these are the only ones I have open for now..once my work load lightens up I will open trades again.




G I F T_______A R T


I currently have a piece I am reworking for it's of her adorable Koi.

oops almost forgot! my bads ^_^' I have a piece started for of a merman wich he actually modeled for!



R P G_________P R O J E C T


Ok some of you who watch me may or not remember I had been promoting my RPG on here. I did some artwork of my girls. Well my RPG has moved from the site run by I don't know what happened. Wasn't even informed that the site would be going down...but that's fine I will not be hosting it there anymore..seeing as it is unreliable.(:remind me to change links Instead a friend of mine and I are building a website for the RPG. Nocturne March was initially promoted as a hand written rpg..but apparently we have garnered some interest and guess what? We are working on programming to make it into a playable rpg. You can see me dancing in my seat right? ^_^ So far I am doing the writing as for as the story line and playable quests. I am also doing the playable character 'definitions'. I will also be designing maps and animals/creatures..transportation and all kinds of fun crap. This is going to be a huge undertaking. I thought it was big before but this is going to be monstrous. ^_^' Keep your eyes peeled I may start asking for designers to join the project.

If your interested in seeing what we have got up so far you can check out our blogger account by clicking this [link]

Also our website is being constructed you can view this [link] by clicking it. Note the graphics came with the template. I do not intend to keep the anime figure there..will be making graphics of my own for the website..so please excuse these ones til I can get a minute to make my own. ^_^




L I F E


We are officially moved into my husband's god parent's house. I have a job..got one on Tuesday...it's not very hard for me to get jobs. This was even easier seeing as I worked there before and although I have problems with the manager..I know she loves me and she got soo excited about me coming back *turns red* I feel a lil less stressed now. I am actually sleeping again. Before I would go for days without sleeping at all. I have slept every night since we moved here. There is a single very large lady bug in our room. You know lady bugs are good luck right? This one has got be the biggest one I have ever seen. Maybe it's a sign? who knows...well that's it from me for now kiddo's. You all take care and let me know whats going on with you. I love hearing from you all.






*QUESTIONS? Feel free to note me or hit me up on the front page. I do check here regularly so don't hesitate to ask. But be warned..if you ask a stupid question..you just might get a snarky comment in return, it's been known to happen. ^_~

So people know by now..well those of you who watch me or are friends with me ..know that my fiance and I were put out of his sister's house over some crazy crap. She didn't put us out..the housing authority threatened her and so..we had to leave. Which is all well and good I guess. Wasn't initially mad at her at that point..nope that dinna happen til she after talking over me for the 15th time. She had the nerve to ask me if I was dumb. Yes kids you read that right. She asked me if I was dumb. This coming from the women who lives on welfare...taking your money and abusing it and the system..who is NEVER home to take care of her children...puts a lock on her freezer and empties out the fridge so that they have to wait til she get's home to eat..which is like never. The same person who gambles all the time..at the age of 40 wants to fight everyone and wont grow up. O there is a ton of shit I have on her and little does she know, I am going to nail her ass. Not because I hate her..but because her kids deserve better. I went for days without food to make sure her kids had something to eat. DAYS. I WATCHED her 2 youngest all the time because she is leaving them with her mother who is incapable of physically or mentally taking care of them.

So we have been told we can stay here at Sho's godparent's. I did in fact have to give up my cat's. My Sasuke kitty and my Moo Moo. I am absolutely heart broken. I am so tired of all of this shit happening to us. Seriously...I really am. I don't think I will be able to take it if something else happens to us. Since we moved here nothing..not one thing has gone right. I am tired of losing or having to give up my animals. To me my cat's and my dog were and always be my babies. I told Sho that I don't want another animal..he says when I have a chance to calm down and think clearly I will change my mind. I don't think I will. I am just so tired..and not meaning physically. I actually really am so beyond depressed that I have contemplated killing myself. I won't. I could never leave Sho, I could never do that to him..but I really have sunk so low that I can't seem to pull myself up this time. And it hurts..it hurts horribly. I am going job hunting on Monday. Hopefully I can find something. At least this will give me a sort of distraction from thinking too much. I hope. I still will be doing commissions , I am finished with 2 of the 4 I had. I just pray that things get better from here, because if it doesn't, I honestly don't know what I am going to do. Sorry this journal is so morbid. Well I have to run for now. You guys take care, and have a good one ~Fae